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Friday, November 07, 2003*
juz took my chinese AO today...
man..reali duno how i managed to pull thru tht...
but e results..
i dare not even tink....
gosh....
dun tink i'll eva wanna do chinese again..
i reali hope tht i'll get a decent grade..
but its day-dreaming-building-castle-in-the-air....
arh..!!
well...
slpt onli abt 4hrs yest nite..
duno where i actualli got e energy to finish my paper...
i hate to come home!!
reali dread it so so so much...
its worse than a market place...
quarrelling all e time...
i juz hate being in tis place...
it doesnt even feel like a home...
there's neva a time when i can find peace in e hse...
so many times i juz feel like walkin out of e hse...
but i noe i cant..
cuz if i did, my dad is so gonna lose his temper..
n i dun even dare tink of e consequences...
so many times i'd rather stay out than to come home..
rather stay alone out or at hv than to come back to a hse of anger n hatred...
but i hate loniless so much...
wish i can go back to pinegrove n face e 4walls than to b back here...
how i wish he'll leave asap...
so i will at least get some peace here....
~tas
Tas_anne @ Friday, November 07, 2003
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